Experience

[silver_platter]

 the sad yet amazing thing about it is..

i knew all along, since the beginning.
i saw the conflict that would soon emerge

i knew the situation and the outcome.

i knew how it would begin.
i knew how it would end.

the betrayel. the grief. the heart ache.

but i can accept it and continue forward.

the amazing thing about it was that i chose to experience it.

whence the oppertunity presented itself,
the situation that would consume me for several moons.
i had the choice 
to either pursue  and experience it.
or reject it.

and i chose to experience it.
even though already knowing the outcome.

and now after such good times while they lasted, i am experiencing the end i predicted.
and i accept it.
   easier.

knowing all along.
i just played out the prediction.

i do wonder...

if i did not create it?