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i'm sitting here, listening to the crane wife and evan eating pretzels.
the stress in my life has come to a head again. I can't deal with it much longer. I am the small child in a messy custody battle between my managers and its wearing me way too thin. i'm scheduled for 43 hours this week, not including the 6.5 i worked doing heavy labor yesterday morning in prep for a huge store change that natick is one of three in north america to take part in for the body shop. i'm not complaining (maybe a little) I mean, i wanted to be a part of that move, i just wish my managers would get over each other so i could actually have a day off. i love how my title is "part time assistant manager" but i work more than both of my managers...and isn't it kind of illegal to schedule people for more than 40 hours? especially because i'm only supposed to work 25?...um yea, sweet deal. I've worked every day since last wednesday and i dont see a day off in the next week or so. I dont know, i just feel like i'm losing touch with my life. I like the people i work with (with one exception), but i see them more than anyone else. I'm sorry i've fallen off the planet. if you want to see me i'll be at work, but i'll appreciate the distraction.
we dont actually have a manager in wellesley. there's an "acting manager"..who is leaving on saturday. and I'm pretty much going to be in charge, which is great because I'm not going to get paid for the work that i'll be doing. I'm pretty much falling into that position and I won't be recognized for it. I talked to my district manager breifly about it today. It's all a mess and its compounding to a terrible mess in my well-being.
and Evan and i cant find an apartment.
I dont need any of this right now.
I burned green tea home fragrance oil today at work and it reminded me of my room senior year, because i burned that scent. and for the first time i really missed being in that room; in that bubble.
the stress in my life has come to a head again. I can't deal with it much longer. I am the small child in a messy custody battle between my managers and its wearing me way too thin. i'm scheduled for 43 hours this week, not including the 6.5 i worked doing heavy labor yesterday morning in prep for a huge store change that natick is one of three in north america to take part in for the body shop. i'm not complaining (maybe a little) I mean, i wanted to be a part of that move, i just wish my managers would get over each other so i could actually have a day off. i love how my title is "part time assistant manager" but i work more than both of my managers...and isn't it kind of illegal to schedule people for more than 40 hours? especially because i'm only supposed to work 25?...um yea, sweet deal. I've worked every day since last wednesday and i dont see a day off in the next week or so. I dont know, i just feel like i'm losing touch with my life. I like the people i work with (with one exception), but i see them more than anyone else. I'm sorry i've fallen off the planet. if you want to see me i'll be at work, but i'll appreciate the distraction.
we dont actually have a manager in wellesley. there's an "acting manager"..who is leaving on saturday. and I'm pretty much going to be in charge, which is great because I'm not going to get paid for the work that i'll be doing. I'm pretty much falling into that position and I won't be recognized for it. I talked to my district manager breifly about it today. It's all a mess and its compounding to a terrible mess in my well-being.
and Evan and i cant find an apartment.
I dont need any of this right now.
I burned green tea home fragrance oil today at work and it reminded me of my room senior year, because i burned that scent. and for the first time i really missed being in that room; in that bubble.