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today i gave blood. i felt good. until i got back to my dorm and almost passed out.
i got up the hill to my dorm, then up the stairs to my floor and i had to pee, and by the time i got to the bathroom i was sweating profusely and shaking and nauseaus. so i got into a stall, almost collapsed while fiddling with my belt and then fell onto the toilet. i couldnt get back up. i was still shaking and sweating and nauseaus and i couldnt move. i couldnt take off my coat. it was terrifying. i thought i was going to pass out and someone was going to find me on the bathroom floor. how embarrasing. its one thing to pass out in your room or in the hallway, but in the bathroom...please. so i finally got the energy needed to walk the 20 feet more to my room and i collapsed onto my bed, which is where i am now, and i dont plan on moving. ever. again.
i dont know if i want to give blood anymore.
i got up the hill to my dorm, then up the stairs to my floor and i had to pee, and by the time i got to the bathroom i was sweating profusely and shaking and nauseaus. so i got into a stall, almost collapsed while fiddling with my belt and then fell onto the toilet. i couldnt get back up. i was still shaking and sweating and nauseaus and i couldnt move. i couldnt take off my coat. it was terrifying. i thought i was going to pass out and someone was going to find me on the bathroom floor. how embarrasing. its one thing to pass out in your room or in the hallway, but in the bathroom...please. so i finally got the energy needed to walk the 20 feet more to my room and i collapsed onto my bed, which is where i am now, and i dont plan on moving. ever. again.
i dont know if i want to give blood anymore.