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Feel free to ignore my very negative ramblings. I'm usually a very positive person honest. The first fic I decide to write in the Gods only know how long and the word fits directly into some stuff so this is all that came to me
Title: In which I ramble...a lot
Fandom/original: Original
Characters: None
Rating: G
Word count: 394
prompt word #45
Sometimes things were made clear. Sometimes one could probe one’s mind, find out exactly what was going on in there. If it needed fixing, after this easy assessment of the problem, one could begin on the solution. Sometimes not
Scratch that. Often not would be a fairer statement. This is unusual. To feel lost in something or out of control and then to be able to simply realise the problem and glean a solution. More often one must settle on a vague idea. To know which area of life were off centre in some way and perhaps an idea of what would be preferable in place of this situation. All too often there is the conflict though. More than one idea of what one would like. A knowledge that this or that situation is what is wanted and to know that this is silly too. That this too would cause conflict or bring in new problems and then there’s that proverbial square one. This brings one back to the internal struggle of what is and isn’t preferable. Of what will fix things and what will make things worse. Of what the problem is in the first place. Is it over there. Is that where you feel lost? No that problem isn’t the cause of this feeling. So perhaps it’s over here with this problem. No that isn’t it either. No, no, no. So is it a combination of it all? This is possible, but that still doesn’t feel right. How is one to fix a problem when they don’t even know where t lies? Wouldn’t it be wonderful if the answer would simply be there? Blatantly obvious. The only possible way. That would be nice, but rarely does the world simply hand us things. We must work for them. We must struggle through and remember the other good things. What is it they say? This too shall pass. I hope they’re right.
And so I return to the struggle knowing that others feel as I do. I put it aside and I help them and one day I find that I have a solution. I feel better and I await life’s next hurdle with trepidation, knowing that I will be able to deal with it. Alone or with help I don’t know now, but I will. I will grow and learn and be happy.
PS I'll link to the Comm later
Title: In which I ramble...a lot
Fandom/original: Original
Characters: None
Rating: G
Word count: 394
prompt word #45
Sometimes things were made clear. Sometimes one could probe one’s mind, find out exactly what was going on in there. If it needed fixing, after this easy assessment of the problem, one could begin on the solution. Sometimes not
Scratch that. Often not would be a fairer statement. This is unusual. To feel lost in something or out of control and then to be able to simply realise the problem and glean a solution. More often one must settle on a vague idea. To know which area of life were off centre in some way and perhaps an idea of what would be preferable in place of this situation. All too often there is the conflict though. More than one idea of what one would like. A knowledge that this or that situation is what is wanted and to know that this is silly too. That this too would cause conflict or bring in new problems and then there’s that proverbial square one. This brings one back to the internal struggle of what is and isn’t preferable. Of what will fix things and what will make things worse. Of what the problem is in the first place. Is it over there. Is that where you feel lost? No that problem isn’t the cause of this feeling. So perhaps it’s over here with this problem. No that isn’t it either. No, no, no. So is it a combination of it all? This is possible, but that still doesn’t feel right. How is one to fix a problem when they don’t even know where t lies? Wouldn’t it be wonderful if the answer would simply be there? Blatantly obvious. The only possible way. That would be nice, but rarely does the world simply hand us things. We must work for them. We must struggle through and remember the other good things. What is it they say? This too shall pass. I hope they’re right.
And so I return to the struggle knowing that others feel as I do. I put it aside and I help them and one day I find that I have a solution. I feel better and I await life’s next hurdle with trepidation, knowing that I will be able to deal with it. Alone or with help I don’t know now, but I will. I will grow and learn and be happy.
PS I'll link to the Comm later