What to do!?
Tonight is the Imbolc ritual, which I was thinking about attending. I'm not so sure now though, due to my knee giving me problems again. Ever since I smashed it on the dash in a car accident, it has caused problems. The military wanted to do surgery back when it happened, but it was all experimental...meaning they didn't know what they were looking for or what they would do once they were in. I said NO! Needless to say, the pain and problems are still there. Sometimes things shift out of place, they said there is some holes in the cartilage, and they know there is nerve damage. So I thought maybe I wouldn't go, and Ken and I could hang out tonight. Wrong again! His friend Jeremy is taking him snowboarding. I'm not so thrilled, we all know what a clutz he can be. He doesn't snowboard and I'm sure will end up with an anal douche and a mountain up his ass. I told him I didn't want a drunken idiot coming home, hopefully he can respect that. I guess we shall see! So, tonight is either going to be spent curled up on the couch in pj's, visiting my parents (if I feel up to it), or depending on how bad my knee hurts I might go to ritual. Decisions decisions!