I'm having one of those "I'm full of fail" moments and it won't go away
You know what I mean people? Where you take every little thing the wrong way? You think everything is aimed at you when it isn't? You suddenly hate your own writing? You think your rping sucks? And it's like, I know it doesn't for one simple reason: as far as I'm concerned, if someone whose opinion matters actually thought that, they'd tell me. And yes, I really don't care if you privately think I suck, because if you don't have the balls to tell me first hand then it's not that big a deal. Because if someone doesn't know me well enough to think that I'd throw a bitch fit at them for stating an opinion, then they haven't noted one very obvious fact about me: a newborn kitten has softer claws than I (and I've touched newborn kitten claws, so I know.)
But before anyone gets upset and thinks I'm talking about them, I'm not. I'm making this point to myself.
Rant time: person who said that Ling TongxGan Ning (in that order) makes you want to throw yourself in traffic: you fail. And you make me want to write Ling Tong topping Gan Ning hardcore and I'm don't like writing popular pairings (and I don't think I'll ever be able to explain why, though it's not just to get attention or be trendy. Cause I know from experience that it doesn't get you any attention. At all. At least not the way I do it. Maybe because in my egotistical dreams I do a good job keeping things in character and thinking up a decent plot instead of plugging character a and character b into generic pairing plot a without thinking about their personalities/canon/ectra.)
And damn you musoudressing for being so much fun. Damn you.