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I feel really lethargic today for some reason. I don’t know what it is…but I just don’t want to do anything, and the headaches that have been plaguing me are threatening to return.
For nearly the past week I’ve been battling headaches that don’t quite fully form but you can tell they’re there. Last Wednesday I actually went home early because of one, and it put me out of commission for the entire day. I got home around 1:30, and I was on the couch from 2 pretty much right until 7, at which time I had to get up for food. It was pretty bad. And now, as we speak, there’s one about to explode. Maybe I need more rest, or maybe I need more of a certain mineral or something in my diet. Or maybe I have brain cancer. I just want the headaches to go away. I was doing fine for a long time…why can’t I be doing fine now?
I’ve also been doing a lot of inward thinking lately. There’s a part of me that I’ve been hiding from myself and everyone else for a long time now that just might work its way out in the open. I keep thinking that it’s probably a good thing to let it out, but it scares the shit out of me every time I think about it. It’s like, I want to have someone to talk to about it, but I can’t because I’m not even really acknowledging it myself yet. I guess for now I’ll burry myself in other things and let it surface when it wants.
Oh well, I’m going to head off and try to see what you can get headaches from, to hopefully find out the possible cause of them. More than likely it’s my neck, but I just went to the chiropractor last Monday and everything seemed to be okay then.
Until next time!
For nearly the past week I’ve been battling headaches that don’t quite fully form but you can tell they’re there. Last Wednesday I actually went home early because of one, and it put me out of commission for the entire day. I got home around 1:30, and I was on the couch from 2 pretty much right until 7, at which time I had to get up for food. It was pretty bad. And now, as we speak, there’s one about to explode. Maybe I need more rest, or maybe I need more of a certain mineral or something in my diet. Or maybe I have brain cancer. I just want the headaches to go away. I was doing fine for a long time…why can’t I be doing fine now?
I’ve also been doing a lot of inward thinking lately. There’s a part of me that I’ve been hiding from myself and everyone else for a long time now that just might work its way out in the open. I keep thinking that it’s probably a good thing to let it out, but it scares the shit out of me every time I think about it. It’s like, I want to have someone to talk to about it, but I can’t because I’m not even really acknowledging it myself yet. I guess for now I’ll burry myself in other things and let it surface when it wants.
Oh well, I’m going to head off and try to see what you can get headaches from, to hopefully find out the possible cause of them. More than likely it’s my neck, but I just went to the chiropractor last Monday and everything seemed to be okay then.
Until next time!