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can i just skip this whole trip to ct and go right to san fran?
every time someone from ct says oh, when are you coming home? it takes PHYSICAL EFFORT not to scream at them.
connecticut is not home. i can't be myself in that place, it makes me fucking miserable, and every time i think about spending a week there i want to lock myself in the bathroom and have a no no no no you can't make me go there temper tantrum.
i will make the best of it because people i care about are still there, i will enjoy their company and the old familiar places, but in the end it is still something to be endured.
every time someone from ct says oh, when are you coming home? it takes PHYSICAL EFFORT not to scream at them.
connecticut is not home. i can't be myself in that place, it makes me fucking miserable, and every time i think about spending a week there i want to lock myself in the bathroom and have a no no no no you can't make me go there temper tantrum.
i will make the best of it because people i care about are still there, i will enjoy their company and the old familiar places, but in the end it is still something to be endured.