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before i write keep in mind i am in a state of unhappiness and my mood might change.......
Now i am very.....angry i suppose.....i HATE the way alan is traeting krissy and kathleen....he is sending horrible messages to how girls want to be treated (im also not too happy that she just lets guys touch her....does she have morrals?)...further more that whole "i was treating you horriblly and i appoligize"....so on and so forth....and that whole week where week when we were close....IS A LOAD OF CRAP!!!!!!!!.....i cant believe i let my self beleive that he has gone back to his sweetheart of his former self....it seemes as though that person is really DEAD...which is very sad....worth crying over....but i cant live in the past......but im starting to want to NEVER see him EVER again ...i mean if hes gonna be the way he is(childish and annoying) i really NEVER want ANYTHING to do with him!!!
im really tired of alot of what i see....its very sad to me...i want to be happy
P.S.Im sorry if i offended any one:Kathleen...i kno ur a good person...and im just worried that you will get taken advatage or are sending a wrong message to everyone as to who you are...on the other hand ALAN i dont really care if i offened you...that is what i see and i can either be your friend....or GET OUT OF MY LIFE...it hurts too much.....you really used to be my best friend....what happened?
to every one reading this is my perspective and how i feel.....it is no secret and i dont care who you tell....i wouldnt of posted if i wanted it a secret.
thank you for your time......sorry im so upset
~me~
Now i am very.....angry i suppose.....i HATE the way alan is traeting krissy and kathleen....he is sending horrible messages to how girls want to be treated (im also not too happy that she just lets guys touch her....does she have morrals?)...further more that whole "i was treating you horriblly and i appoligize"....so on and so forth....and that whole week where week when we were close....IS A LOAD OF CRAP!!!!!!!!.....i cant believe i let my self beleive that he has gone back to his sweetheart of his former self....it seemes as though that person is really DEAD...which is very sad....worth crying over....but i cant live in the past......but im starting to want to NEVER see him EVER again ...i mean if hes gonna be the way he is(childish and annoying) i really NEVER want ANYTHING to do with him!!!
im really tired of alot of what i see....its very sad to me...i want to be happy
P.S.Im sorry if i offended any one:Kathleen...i kno ur a good person...and im just worried that you will get taken advatage or are sending a wrong message to everyone as to who you are...on the other hand ALAN i dont really care if i offened you...that is what i see and i can either be your friend....or GET OUT OF MY LIFE...it hurts too much.....you really used to be my best friend....what happened?
to every one reading this is my perspective and how i feel.....it is no secret and i dont care who you tell....i wouldnt of posted if i wanted it a secret.
thank you for your time......sorry im so upset
~me~