HA!

Jan 17, 2004 02:06

Oh man, I figured it out. Marco looks like Orlando Bloom. When I figured that out, I really, seriously felt like I was talking to Mr. Bloom. They have the exact same face. Except he's even a little better-looking, and muscular instead of kind of skinny. Hahaha. But I SWEAR, he is physically perfect.

Well, gee. Tonight was interesting. I hung out with Marco again for a pretty long while after he called me and asked if I wanted to eat dinner with him and I came to a lot of different conclusions, which I shall list thusly:

1. Marco thinks I am hot.
2. I think Marco is hot.
3. Marco is the most bitter person I have ever met.
4. For reason number 3, I will never date Marco.

He's a cool guy and we get along, strangely enough, because we have totally opposite personalities...he's a very angry person and I'm about as happy as they get. It's so strange because he's actually a really nice person most of the time, but just some of the things he says about his family, his enemies, high school, etc. COMPLETELY turn me off. While we were chilling in his room, he kept flirting with me and getting right in my face and stared into my eyes, smiling like he wanted to kiss me, but I just kind of played it off, pretending he just wanted to sit closely to me and ignored it. And he kept saying things like "Okay, let's have hot sex now!" Hahaha. At one point, he said my capris looked like the pants 18th century men wore, and I said "So you think I look like a man?" and he said (staring at me with his gigantic brown eyes, I swear, they're so big) "No, I don't think you look like a man...at all..." And later we were talking about wedding rings for some reason, and I told him I wouldn't care at all if I didn't have a nice ring, I would just want the person that gives it to me to be a good person that I loved, and he just stared at me (he does a lot of that) slack-jawed and repeated what I said in the form of a question and I said "Yes, of course," after which he jumped in front of me and said "I think you and me would get along really well, you wanna get married???" Ha! He also asked me if my bellybutton ring was "fun" (and I thought "fun?") and I asked him exactly what I thought, "fun?" and he said, "Yeah, don't guys play with it? Like, lick it or something?" and he flicked his tongue at me, ahhhh, hahaha. And I said no :)

And later, he said he was completely amazed at all of the things we have in common, and I thought "Huh?" because we had a few little things in common, but nothing to be amazed about, really. I honestly felt really uncomfortable at that point, because he had said that right after he had described his past and how angry he was about it, and some of the things he would say to people that he didn't like, like he got back at a girl that had been mean to him by making fun of her dead father that had burned to death in a trailer and said he didn't regret it. I was COMPLETELY flabbergasted, I had no idea what to say. But later I realized that that was his past, and even if he still was like that now, I could still definitely be his friend, because he's still a good guy that I think ultimately has a good heart. And he's never mean to me at all, so we can definitely still hang out...I'll just look at him differently, you know? I still find him very attractive, but I'm not attracted to him? Does that make sense? Or maybe I should just say he's friggin' hot but it would never work. Ah, well. C'est la vie. Always a fatal flaw, always a fatal flaw. But at least I have a new friend :) Also, when he was walking back with me, we were talking about sex and he said I was the first girl that he was attracted to that had been in his bed that nothing happened with (I had just been sitting on his bed with him watching TV, I wouldn't say I was in his bed) and I said I was honored to be given that distinction and I told him I wouldn't even consider sleeping with a guy until I had been with him at least six months and there was mutual love between us, and that really amazed him for some reason. He said "Okay, what if Brad Pitt asked to sleep with you and you had only been with him three weeks? Would you?" and I said no and then it was his turn to be flabbergasted! Then he said, "Well, what month is it? January, right?" and I said "Yeah, Jaunary," and he said "I'll call you in July." HAHA!

I think I intrigue him for some reason, maybe because we have two totally different approaches to life and I guess he assumed that any girl he thinks is attractive will sleep with him, psh :D I have to admit that I did imagine myself grabbing him and kissing him a few times, especially after I saw him dance (Good LORD! He danced for me and WOW! He's incredible! The only way I can describe it is...Good LORD!!!) but I would never act upon it for obvious reasons. My Romeo is out there somewhere and I'll get to grab him and kiss him all I like.

I did get a nice hug though ;)
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