itchy brain

May 30, 2010 23:04

I find myself in a place where struggle and complacency live as inmates. Neither do I feel comfortable with my achievements nor do I know what outcomes I truly desire. I think back to times when simplicity was my goal and I sought to enjoy the moment for what it’s fleeting worth. Today, ambitions get the best of me and each day is a see-saw of task-cramming and mental escape.
My brain is on autopilot and the chance to reflect on my circumstances has not come to visit with any regularity. In a moment of anxiety I might stop to think, “what am I doing?” But the answer is not even attempted for fear of what might be revealed.
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