Sep 23, 2005 14:47
I'm feeling okay today..I guess it could be better. At least we have our jobs and our home...barely..we have to get out of here...the landlord won't leave me alone at work. I tell him I don't want to discuss things at work and he just keeps on talking. We've moved the wedding date and shortened the list down to minimal...I still have no dress....I think I've reached an all new high with my weight, but I don't know...I just feel puffy and stuffed like my seams will pop...I'm exhausting myself just walking to and from places. Before this past year, I was gaining weight at a slow, steady pace of 10-12 lbs a year...I've gained approximately 70+ lbs this year! It's affecting my health...I can't breathe when I'm laying down and stairs are just hell. I'm thinking of starting a walking regimen, but I dunno. I should, if it means my health will improve, but I'm so exhausted ALL THE TIME. Argh. It looks like my family is finally getting used to Jay. They don't holler at me as much about him any more. One thing's for sure, I didn't marry him for the money..LOL...He drives a Taxi 4 days a week and brings home about 60 -140 dollars a night...it helps and it's cash, so we don't have to wait for a check. ( Hey, Christine, is AJ still looking for a job? They're always hiring at the cab company) Well, I must be going, now. Ciao!