okay...
Here it is....I've been, like, majorly twisted up emotionally. Jaysen is wonderful to me, but .....well, it's hard to explain injust a journal entry without pissing of the people in question. He's being emotionally wrecked and I'm just trying to help as much as I can...He needs to get out of Oberlin...and fast...her emotional delvings are poison to him. He hurts because she hurts and then i can do nothing to help. She unloads on him and then he feels guilty over things he had no control over. I'm taking it all in and I'm getting sick in the process. There is nothing I can do to help with her issues( I wish there was) and I reassure him that I'm not going to be like that. I just wish it didn't have to be this way...this painful for both of them. Soooo much pain.....and nothing I cna do about it....Ciao.