Don't have much to say...
Sorry I haven't been reading journals, for some reason I just can't bring myself to do it. I guess I'm just not happy enough to care right now. I went on a date with Leeds guy last night. He feel asleep during the movie and I got my finger smashed to the point where it was still somewhat numb this morning when I touched things. Needless to say that I took Andy and Gina off of my buddy list today so I wont have to hear, see, or know what happens to Dan. I accidently saw a comment that he left on Andy's LJ and it made me sick and now my chest just doesn't feel good. When that happened I decided it was time for them to go. I really can't deal with this anymore and I just wish that thoughts of him would go away. He really makes me hate myself and I think part of me is dying because of it. Why can't the part of him in me die too?