Mar 20, 2004 01:01
I truly do believe that if I ended my life... that it would not affect anything... I often wonder what would happen. I wonder if anyone would be sad. I wonder if I would be forgotten like an old shirt in the back of a closet. It seems I always pick the wrong people.. it seems I shouldn't have a relationship. I should just block myself away from people again.. but I can't, I'm drawn to them. I hate my life so much now.