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I wish I came here in a good mood,ready to talk about the nothings and the everythings of my life,but I come here today very sad...Yesterday we received the news that the father of one of my best friends died...And it's the same friend that in June lost her mother from cancer...I mean...Couldn't she have a break??It's not enought to loose your mother who fought this disease for two years,much more that the original prediction of her doctors,but you got to loose you dad too,and just at the time where you started to form a better relationship with him...Now she and her brother are alone!She faces the possibility and very likely the probability of giving up her studies to stay with her younger brother and make sure he's okay...And it's awful,because that girl even with everything she has gone through she still has a smile upon her face,she still cares for the others,she still support us and makes us feel good...And it's unfair!And it's awful!And in the end inconceivable...From yesterday afternoon I feel like I am in a bad dream and I hope to wake up and see that nothing is true...That everything is back in its usual place...But I know that won't happen...And the worst part of all,it's not just what happened...It's the fear and the similtaneous relief that it didn't happen to me...I don't know if that makes me a bad person or just human,I don't really care...I think that whoever and if there is someone upthere,then he is playing a really hard game on some people...And I don't think it's just or good...