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Tonight was amazing, the play was hilarious, although the questioning I got from her, the accusing and nosey tone she took on was not, I would have told her beforehand, but the fact that there's a lack of conversation between us (all by her choice, she's the one ditching me for others) prevented that. o.O I got complimented by random people, it was weird. Hugh looked hot in his suit, I'm not gonna lie.
Thanks Ameer, you're the best <3
I'm waiting for things to go back to normal like they usually do between us, but I'm starting to doubt that it will happen this time, she's done this too much, and every year its the same routine, this year though, it's different. Maybe I'll never have her back, maybe she's gone for good.
Now he on the other hand, I don't understand him anymore, he takes on an attitude with me, claiming one minute that I'm a good friend, and then treating me like shit (the treating me like shit is slowly becoming more and more time). I wonder if he realizes how he's treating me, and if he expects that I'll always be there for him. He'll be surprised when I forget about him, leave him all alone when he needs me.
I never thought I'd be the one with no one to turn to, when I had the chance, I was taught to bottle things up, not put my problems on other people, and now that I'm filled with everything, and need to let loose, I have only one person who I can actually tell things to (that I trust, and feel comfortable telling things to). To bad he lives so far away. I'm now the rejected toy that never sells, and no one wants to play with, I'm the child no one wants to help, I'm the teddy bear tossed away because the child got a newer, better toy, or out-grew his/her old faithful one.
Thanks Ameer, you're the best <3
I'm waiting for things to go back to normal like they usually do between us, but I'm starting to doubt that it will happen this time, she's done this too much, and every year its the same routine, this year though, it's different. Maybe I'll never have her back, maybe she's gone for good.
Now he on the other hand, I don't understand him anymore, he takes on an attitude with me, claiming one minute that I'm a good friend, and then treating me like shit (the treating me like shit is slowly becoming more and more time). I wonder if he realizes how he's treating me, and if he expects that I'll always be there for him. He'll be surprised when I forget about him, leave him all alone when he needs me.
I never thought I'd be the one with no one to turn to, when I had the chance, I was taught to bottle things up, not put my problems on other people, and now that I'm filled with everything, and need to let loose, I have only one person who I can actually tell things to (that I trust, and feel comfortable telling things to). To bad he lives so far away. I'm now the rejected toy that never sells, and no one wants to play with, I'm the child no one wants to help, I'm the teddy bear tossed away because the child got a newer, better toy, or out-grew his/her old faithful one.