despite all odds
boy its been long since i last updated.
ANYWAY. a few exciting things coming up!
my fifth aunt is in the last month of her pregnancy! :D she's giving birth in a week, THATS DAMN EXCITING! so exciting that i dreamt that her water broke last night and me my aunt my grandma my uncle and her squeezed into the car and went into the hospital. :D
other than hazel, this is the first birth that has occured in the time when i'm a sane and thinking person! and its a girrrrrrrl :D the nice thing is that my mom gave birth to me when my fifth aunt was 16 too, and she took care of me while studying. now she's giving birth to a GIRL when i'm sixteen, and when the girl's sixteen it'd probably be MY turn to give birth and she can take care of my kid! (:
i'm so going to pamper the kid, i looooove babies. i, kinda hate kids but i love babies. now when i walk along orchard road and see those baby clothing stores, i'm so damn tempted to buy something for the baby. CAUSE ITS A GIRL and girls are meant to be dressed up and look pwetty! :D her name's hayley. kinda cool. i gave my aunt SO MANY NAMES, some from hehe you guys, and she still ended up with what she first came up with. anyway! i can't wait for her to come!!! i keep wanting to buy a little dress from the girl, the gap line is damn cute, but my ma said that my aunt would have so many clothes for the baby that there wont be time to wear everything.
thats nice in a way. i have BIG plans for the baby! i'm going to bring her out and get her her birthday present just like my aunt did for me when i was young! (: and cook nice dumplings, ditto, teach her the piano when she's old enough and dance too!
AHHHHH. i hope she's not annoying. like most children are in the future.
talking about names, i koped this from jiamin!
- Although the name Felicia creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control.
- This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, worry, and mental tension.
- Your name of Felicia makes you very idealistic and generous, with the strong desire to uplift humanity leading you into situations where you can express your desire to serve others.
- You want to assume responsibilities and to look after people; however, you can become too involved in other people's problems and tend to worry.
- Your name gives you a natural desire to express along artistic and musical lines.
- You desire a settled home and family life, and are expressive and attentive to your loved ones.
its uh the end of the third week of the holidays. kinda sucks, i'm not really looking forward to school reopen. i'm not looking forward to time passing BECAUSE wtf PRELIMS ARE ELEVEN WEEKS AWAY O.O
eleven weeks
is a short time
;_;
well, our funfair is um. 2 weeks away? and nothing's been planned. kinda nervous about it. yes, i've been slacking my ass off. like literally couch potato. and i'm pigging on chips. ): and my hair's not growing.
saw the dancers today! during flag day. harharheehee i hate flag day -.- but today was okay. chit and i stationed ourselves outside lido. i swear if i have to say,"good morning would you like to donate?" once more i'm going to freak. i had four 10dollar bills! :D neat eh. must be my humhum pleasant face.
anyway, with our aching shoulders, we went back to far east to slack :D the person who gave us our cans was nice, this girl and boy of our age. haha when we returned our cans, they said. oh finished eating? cause they saw us at long johns ^^"
JULY is coming! (:
hehe. okay many birthdays are on their ways, so i have to do major birthday present shopping. including DEAR SIYU'S [I'M SO SORRY] and estelle's!
my family's being. incredibly nice to me nowadays. its amazing. we had this conversation yesterday:
dad [to brother]: eh how much is the latest ipod ah.
bro: huh what kind.
dad: the small thin cool one.
bro: oh nano. got various pricings. 2gb 4gb 8gb.
dad: how much?
bro: cheapest 300plus. 8gb, 400plus.
dad: okay i buy the 400+ for girlgirl <-- me.
me: huh. i dont need a ipod now, mom's fetching me home.
dad: nevermind i want to give you one. [to bro] don't snatch from her like you did with the crumpler!
bro: i got bag now, dont care about the size of my ipod so i dont need the nano.
dad: huh what about the bag?
bro: -repeats what he says-
dad: oh i thought you have a bag, girlgirl dont have i buy for her.
me: ?!
bro: huh you buy her everything i have ah.
dad: ya. you bought wallet recently right? girlgirl have wallet?
me: no
dad: okay i buy for you.
me: ?!
bro: i have braces, want to get for her?!
its damn weird, its a little freaky!!!
my aunt's bringing me on a shopping spreeeeeeeeeee for my birthday! :D but can't buy too much, feel very bad :| i do want various things. i neeeeeeed a decent skinny belt. ): in a nice colour. and i want my april77 jeans from queen's couture!!!! they cost 200bucks wth.
nevertheless, i'm looking foward to my birthday. hey thats when i turn legal. and thats the day when i'm allowed to feel special.
(: by the people around me. RIGHT CHIT! ^^
okay work's a bore, and i need to eat my dinner. I NEED TO WORK OUT SOON BUY JEANS NO USE CANNOT WEAR IF I'M FAT. FIRST THING ON AGENDA WORK OUT AT GYM.
eat first.
toodles!
then again i want time to fly as fast as possible.
despite all odds.