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Well last night was really weird and of course there was so much drama. I love PCC don't get me wrong, but we are all supposed to be happy here and everyone always has to be sad about something. Kate has found someone which is good. I broke of what I did have because I didn't want it anymore. Megan and Sean got back together so that got Alyse realy upset (yes, there is another Alyse other than me. I just don't want to deal with everyone and their problems. Sounds kind of selfish but whatever.
My mom is coming home on Sunday so that means that today when I come home from PCC I have to clean all the cats boxes, give all the cats food, do all of my laundry, eat lunch, un pack and re-pack, and talk to Kim because I haven't seen her in 2 weeks. Wow I have alot to do and only like 4 hours to do it in. :/ This kinda stinks.
Last night I cried at the dance so much at the end. PCC is half-way over and I never want to leave. They played "I Will Remember You" which just sent me into tears. That was me and my roommates song last year. It always made me sad and cry. Last night made me realize how much that I love this place and that I never wanna leave. Now I am gonna make myself cry so I should stop. Here are some DC lyrics.
Dashboard Confessional - "Vindicated"
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
My mom is coming home on Sunday so that means that today when I come home from PCC I have to clean all the cats boxes, give all the cats food, do all of my laundry, eat lunch, un pack and re-pack, and talk to Kim because I haven't seen her in 2 weeks. Wow I have alot to do and only like 4 hours to do it in. :/ This kinda stinks.
Last night I cried at the dance so much at the end. PCC is half-way over and I never want to leave. They played "I Will Remember You" which just sent me into tears. That was me and my roommates song last year. It always made me sad and cry. Last night made me realize how much that I love this place and that I never wanna leave. Now I am gonna make myself cry so I should stop. Here are some DC lyrics.
Dashboard Confessional - "Vindicated"
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...