Thanks! XD
Yay. I'm actually posting happy posts now, as opposed to my short angry sentences, or my long frustrated rants.
I'm in such a better mood then I have been for the past while. I hopefully can stop zoning out and not seem so depressed or irritated or whatever vibe I keep giving off. No, I'm not perfect, but things should get better from here on. I think I have finally severed that last bit of doubt I've had for awhile. I am sad that things didn't work out, but it is for the better. I'm also not saying everything is definite, but for now I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I can finally start searching for something that I really want.
The summer hasn't even started and I'm already busy for the first month. I have 2 minor surgeries coming up, and 3 concerts, which I need to find someone to come with me for one of them. And then mixed in all of that there's the Ex and then I have 3-4 Birthday's for friends family and myself. Woot for turning 21. Not too sure I'm actually happy about that or not, but hey, it should be fun, right?
My two goals right now I think would be, first and most important, GET A JOB, haha. Then after, during, or before that (cause you can't plan these things) I need to become un-single by August. Well actually anytime soon would be great, but I for sure don't want to have some cabin trip with a bunch of my friends in couples. Not cool to be the 3rd, 5th, or even 7th wheel, especially when there isn't much escape from the making out-ness O___O
Hmmmm I guess that's all I really have to say for now >_<
yup.
I'm in such a better mood then I have been for the past while. I hopefully can stop zoning out and not seem so depressed or irritated or whatever vibe I keep giving off. No, I'm not perfect, but things should get better from here on. I think I have finally severed that last bit of doubt I've had for awhile. I am sad that things didn't work out, but it is for the better. I'm also not saying everything is definite, but for now I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I can finally start searching for something that I really want.
The summer hasn't even started and I'm already busy for the first month. I have 2 minor surgeries coming up, and 3 concerts, which I need to find someone to come with me for one of them. And then mixed in all of that there's the Ex and then I have 3-4 Birthday's for friends family and myself. Woot for turning 21. Not too sure I'm actually happy about that or not, but hey, it should be fun, right?
My two goals right now I think would be, first and most important, GET A JOB, haha. Then after, during, or before that (cause you can't plan these things) I need to become un-single by August. Well actually anytime soon would be great, but I for sure don't want to have some cabin trip with a bunch of my friends in couples. Not cool to be the 3rd, 5th, or even 7th wheel, especially when there isn't much escape from the making out-ness O___O
Hmmmm I guess that's all I really have to say for now >_<
yup.