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well i havent written in awhile. I dont think that anyone really reads this anymore. but oh well. i guess this is really for ME.
I have been trying hard to count my blessings lately, and truly live life and enjoy things lately. i figure i only have 2 months left in the states with my friends, why dwell on things that wont make any difference in a couple of months? I have been very inquisitive lately. Ive been wondering why people act the way they do, and try to do my own little analyzations of people. i also have been trying not to care so much about other peoples opinions of me. i succeed sometime, but other times i fail. its hard to try to stop something you've grown used to doing. I could make a long list of things thats wrong with me and things i need to change but i wont. i fear that would be a bit depressing to read and make. nothing i need.
friday was a fun night. got to chill with a bunch of different people. got to hang out with old friends, but also make new. those are always the best nights. making new friends, trying to get to know them better. i want another night like that this weekend.
i cant wait to be out of highschool. i wish graduation was tomorrow. though i am excited to move to italy, i will miss so many people. But i have finally made a decision for myself. a good one, instead of many of the bad ones i have made in the past. the experience isnt something that will come up again. it will help me move forward in life and hopefully realize the important things.
I miss my dad. Hes my buddy, hes always here. i could talk to him about alot (not everything and anything, but alot of things) Im really close to him. Not that i dont miss my mom. but i got used to her not being here. my dad just left friday. :( i shall see my padre soon enough.
This is getting long, so ill end it on a lighter note. I really want the Papa Roach cd with Scars on it. My new favorite song. :). Good night all.
"What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you start?" -Just thought id leave everyone with one of my favorite quotes.
I have been trying hard to count my blessings lately, and truly live life and enjoy things lately. i figure i only have 2 months left in the states with my friends, why dwell on things that wont make any difference in a couple of months? I have been very inquisitive lately. Ive been wondering why people act the way they do, and try to do my own little analyzations of people. i also have been trying not to care so much about other peoples opinions of me. i succeed sometime, but other times i fail. its hard to try to stop something you've grown used to doing. I could make a long list of things thats wrong with me and things i need to change but i wont. i fear that would be a bit depressing to read and make. nothing i need.
friday was a fun night. got to chill with a bunch of different people. got to hang out with old friends, but also make new. those are always the best nights. making new friends, trying to get to know them better. i want another night like that this weekend.
i cant wait to be out of highschool. i wish graduation was tomorrow. though i am excited to move to italy, i will miss so many people. But i have finally made a decision for myself. a good one, instead of many of the bad ones i have made in the past. the experience isnt something that will come up again. it will help me move forward in life and hopefully realize the important things.
I miss my dad. Hes my buddy, hes always here. i could talk to him about alot (not everything and anything, but alot of things) Im really close to him. Not that i dont miss my mom. but i got used to her not being here. my dad just left friday. :( i shall see my padre soon enough.
This is getting long, so ill end it on a lighter note. I really want the Papa Roach cd with Scars on it. My new favorite song. :). Good night all.
"What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you start?" -Just thought id leave everyone with one of my favorite quotes.