I'm still alive...
Well, here i am. I'm still alive and well and, in fact, i'll be getting married soon. In less than 2 months i will be the new Mrs. Jonathan Drescher. wow. I can't believe i made it here.
The strange thing is that, even though i'm here and still suprised at the wonder of it, it seems like so many of my friends got here before it did...even the ones who are 4 years younger than i. strange and frustrating, but i'm trying not to care. it's not my style.
I don't have anything to say. after not having written for nearly a year i find myself blabbling about nothing at all. it seems i've lots interest in myself...and yet i know that's not true. perhaps it's that i feel that i'm talking to no one in particular.
last night i had a dream. you were in it, Chase. So were Joshua Holland and Sharon. Sharon was trying to get Josh and Chase to hate me and, though they at first resisted, in the end she got them and i was sad. i hate the dreams that make me wake up sad. i'm a happy person and i like joyful mornings.
i do have a fish on my desk at work though. his name is luke and he is beautiful.
and....by the way...I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!?
i'm not really that old, am i?
The strange thing is that, even though i'm here and still suprised at the wonder of it, it seems like so many of my friends got here before it did...even the ones who are 4 years younger than i. strange and frustrating, but i'm trying not to care. it's not my style.
I don't have anything to say. after not having written for nearly a year i find myself blabbling about nothing at all. it seems i've lots interest in myself...and yet i know that's not true. perhaps it's that i feel that i'm talking to no one in particular.
last night i had a dream. you were in it, Chase. So were Joshua Holland and Sharon. Sharon was trying to get Josh and Chase to hate me and, though they at first resisted, in the end she got them and i was sad. i hate the dreams that make me wake up sad. i'm a happy person and i like joyful mornings.
i do have a fish on my desk at work though. his name is luke and he is beautiful.
and....by the way...I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!?
i'm not really that old, am i?