May 29, 2004 23:16
Being but the broken leaves something to behold in the stable.
Who's to say there is just one reason to be upset? How can you pin a tag to an intangible answer? I can't fix anything here, and I like that there's someone who understands that. It's a virtue to understand yourself, but I havn't got enough time to sit down and try to understand me. I'm grateful that there's somebody who felt like it though.
Kurt makes me really proud. I am incredulous that he ever looks my way twice. I am equally dumbfounded that he continues to allow me to park my car in his driveway, let me in his house, and call me the one he loves. Nobody has ever been such an astounding person, espessially to me. I'm really grateful that we met. It's terribly cliche of me to assume the things I do, or feel the way I'm feeling. I feel so...not selfish about him. I wholeheartedly want him to have everything in the world he ever dreamed of with or without me. It's easy to say that because I'm with, but somehow I know that I just think he's extraordinary in his own being. All attatchments aside, I want him to have the world because I know he's capable. I admire a lot of people, and he is most definatly one of them.
I'm amazed that he cares about me, but since he does, I'm grateful. Nobody makes anything as good as him.
You knew it would happen,
Rachel