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[sillywaterbebe]

Everythings my fault.
you people can just stop telling me that now cuz don't worry i am aware that i ruin everyones lives.
i wish i could be everything to everyone. i know its not possible but i wish it soo bad.
i dind't mean to do anything to anybody.
everyone confuses me.
and boys are one thing, they miss w/your head and then just confuse you.
parents do the same thing.
so do friends.
my world dosn't make any sense to me, and you think you understand me but you have no idea.
i have been so many different things to so many different people today.
why does everything have to be so hard. not just for me but for all of us. i mean i know its just life dude but seriously.
i want to be a better person. all the things i regret. i wish i could take them all back. but i can't. there not even my fault. i know i am to blame for some things but dont' come down so hard on me.
i never meant to hurt anyone.
it just happened.
if i had a magic wand i would take it all back in a second.
i dont' know why im here if ppl just think shit of me.
why do ppl only pay you attention when they want something?
whatever.
life goes on.
and you cna't do shit about it.