its just living
So I've been home a week and a day now, I've had the oppurtunity to meet up and catch up with a lot of great great people. I have had a lot of fun and realized quite a bit. Some stuff I expected to be here isn't anymore and mostly it wasn't even here when I thought it was. So I'll just make the best of it, get action out of it and then leave it be in the fall, but it sort of sad how pathetic I was last year, I guess you only realize these things in retrospect and hindsight is 20/20. Only problem is I wouldn't bank on finding what I want in college either so I'll play the waiting game you can't schedual these things.