this is my update
hello one and all. I'm going to update a little before my sister calls me back. Life has been "okay" lately. I don't really want to get into details so if you want to know I guess the best thing would be to just ask.
I had a meeting with Dr. Bork who is now my advisor, we talked about where I wanted to student teach. I told him I really wanted to go to Texas, around the Dallas area and anywhere but Nebraska. He had mentioned Detroit and said he has some friends up there, and then he mentioned Denver.
that was an update from a few days ago and I never posted but I decided I want to write more so here I am posting both, the above post probably isn't too complete, please forgive me. Anyways now onto this post. I'm just going to say how tired I am of people saying that they have no one to talk to, and yada yada seriously what are friends for? I don't understand my life right now, maybe I shouldn't be the person I am? I don't know, but why should I change for others, I should want to change because I don't like who I am, but to be honest sometimes I don't like who I am. None of this probably doesn't make sense, and that's fine. Its really late and I'm extremely tired so I'm just rambling. So to all my friends new and old and seward and keller I'm sorry for never being the person you may want me to be, but please understand I can't be someone you want me to be I can just be me.
I miss my family. i miss being able to go home and seeing all of my family together. I wish things would just be "normal"
I had a meeting with Dr. Bork who is now my advisor, we talked about where I wanted to student teach. I told him I really wanted to go to Texas, around the Dallas area and anywhere but Nebraska. He had mentioned Detroit and said he has some friends up there, and then he mentioned Denver.
that was an update from a few days ago and I never posted but I decided I want to write more so here I am posting both, the above post probably isn't too complete, please forgive me. Anyways now onto this post. I'm just going to say how tired I am of people saying that they have no one to talk to, and yada yada seriously what are friends for? I don't understand my life right now, maybe I shouldn't be the person I am? I don't know, but why should I change for others, I should want to change because I don't like who I am, but to be honest sometimes I don't like who I am. None of this probably doesn't make sense, and that's fine. Its really late and I'm extremely tired so I'm just rambling. So to all my friends new and old and seward and keller I'm sorry for never being the person you may want me to be, but please understand I can't be someone you want me to be I can just be me.
I miss my family. i miss being able to go home and seeing all of my family together. I wish things would just be "normal"