and let me tell You...
AAaahrgh i am so full, and i am so fat and i miss my treadmill. haha.. arr so when did i write, i think it was friday.. hmm.. Oh yes, alex the girl and i went to my aunts birthday party, aw it was a surprise and she look so happy and i love my aunt, i hope she had a good 50th birthday. :o) and Then alex picked me up as soon as i got home and took me to the show, and it was good, i saw the amber fashion and they were good as always and then malachi was great. I think i may have broken my::holds up hands to check:: Left eardrum, alex was trying to tell me something in my ear and i think it broke with all the noise. haha my ear broke :o( But itwas okay, i had a good time <3. And he drove me back here and came in for a little while, and left because he had to be home by 12. that law sucks. I'll punch that law in the face. yes, sadly i will break its jaw, so he can stay as late as he wants. And i went to bed and slept so amazingly good. i dont think i've slept so good in so long. i fell right to sleep and had dreams that i was 25 and lived in san diego and sat in this pink chair and painted pictures and never had to work, or get up to eat, or buy more paint, or buy anything at all. and i was like in a glass case and people just watched me, and then i woke up from my silly dreaaam haha. and went to the mall with steph. and she realized she was broke when her credit card wouldnt work because she has 6 dollars in her account, and i bought her shoes. and Then i went home and tore my room apart because im a girl and im gay and i didnt know what to wear and i put on like 800 different things and changed my mind a lot. and i was like wearing 8 different skirts and then decided i wasnt feeling skinny enough to wear a skirt. haha. So i tore my room apart for nothing and had like 5 seconds to fix it before i was leaving. and alex came to my doorrrr like a gentleman aww and we went to mcDonalds and i got chicken nuggets! ahh so good. and he got his usual 12 packets of ketchup and 60 sprites, and then we went back to my house so he could practice for the showw, and the whole way to the eagles club he was so nervous, it was so adorable. hehe and he played first and there were actually a good number of kids who watched him, we all sat in chairs and he played accoustic, he was so good too! aww it was the cutest thing ever. and then this kid brendan from blind luck music played accoustic and it was sooo incredible and i loved it, and i was gonna buy a cd, but i was also gonna pay for the show, which i never ended up doing.. heh sorry.. but it was good nonethless. and we stayed for the beginning of via audio and they were really good. they were different, and awesome and i liked them :o). We left because we had to pick up danny and steve and go to cakes party which was going to be pointless because he thought he had to drive alli home, but i just asked her to stay at my house so we could stay later. then we realized that it was 11:25 and i had to be home in 5 minutes... and we like rushed home so bad, and my mom yelled at me and then fell asleep. haha and wil and alli and amazz and i watched animal planet and it was so funny and they stayed until 5:30 <3 i love my best friends. This morning alex took us all out to bickfords for breakfast, i got strawberry pancakesssss and they were awesome, and our waitress ate a lot of shit, and alli dumped syrup all over the table. haha, no tip... haha i heart alex mazzaferro, and allison radzicki. they are my favorites. Ahrrggh i feel soo full so fat and so tired, and i am going to get a heart attack tonight i bet. haha. hahahaha, but you know deep inside you adore me anyways. hahahaha. even if i one day resemble muhammad Ali, or another beastile creature. <3