I'm probably just stupid to hope for a fairytale ending
I don't have a computer right now. So I haven't updated in a long ass time. Mainly cuz I had pictures I wanted to add with whatever updates I had...but thats kinda difficult without internet access.
I've kept up in my regular journal, though, which will always be the most important. I would probably shoot myself if I ever lost those spirals.
A lot has happened. Drove across the country, back to hanging out with friends all the time, started school, and now I'm watching him pack -and that seems to be all that matters. Oh well. Just another chapter in my life I suppose.
Somehow its touching. And I feel like I'm trapped in a old war movie. Though I can't help but feel I expect too much. I guess I'm just insecure. Well, we all knew that. But I think I'm right this time. And I guess thats ok. Not a word has been spoken. I suppose sometimes its just easier that way.
I don't really have much else to say. There isn't really anything I feel like explaining or describing. Everything is just...good.
but I'll update another day with something interesting. Just making up for the lack of entries/whatever right now.
I've kept up in my regular journal, though, which will always be the most important. I would probably shoot myself if I ever lost those spirals.
A lot has happened. Drove across the country, back to hanging out with friends all the time, started school, and now I'm watching him pack -and that seems to be all that matters. Oh well. Just another chapter in my life I suppose.
Somehow its touching. And I feel like I'm trapped in a old war movie. Though I can't help but feel I expect too much. I guess I'm just insecure. Well, we all knew that. But I think I'm right this time. And I guess thats ok. Not a word has been spoken. I suppose sometimes its just easier that way.
I don't really have much else to say. There isn't really anything I feel like explaining or describing. Everything is just...good.
but I'll update another day with something interesting. Just making up for the lack of entries/whatever right now.