What am I to do?

[sillysadie]

I am so utterly depressed. I really need to see someone. I am going to drop outta my class and pay back my Nana for it. Just really can't get the energy up to go or do anything really been feelin like this for about two weeks now. I could always pretend I am going and get Nana to teach me Excel and Access. I don't know! I am so confused!

I am not really happy either. I mean I am happy with Neil and that is about it. I am ruining my own sex life but I don't know how. Nor do I know how to fix it. Ug.