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Here it is Thursday morning ande I can feel that it is going to be a long day. I slept terrible last night. I ran out of Tylenol PM and I tossed and turned alot of the night. Nights have proven to be the worst for me. During the day, I have been trying to be constantly busy so I don't have to think about what has been going on. When I'm at work, it helps. When night rolls around and we are laying in bed trying to go to sleep, I am left with everything running around in my head. My fears, my worries, and questions that I don't have answers to seem to take over and I just lose it. Jami has really been a rock through all of this. She has held me when I break down and has reassured me that I am strong. She has been truly amazing. That's all I have for now.