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the hardest thing is probably letting go
when i heard about sherran comitting suicide i was sad...really sad it touched me and i wanted to cry but what hurt more was today i realized i actually new her
when they came in my class asking for money i saw a picture and then right there i started crying...we discussed it in class and people opened up. she was such a caring nice girl..someone a stranger could just come to. she was my friend in 6th and 7th grade and her smile would always make me feel better. never would have anyone imagined for her to be like this. what hurts more is just last week she walked by me and i smiled and waved to her. if i could just see her one more time give her a big hug and say thanks for everything
a girl in my class told me how she was talking to her about death last year and her expression would never have guessed she would have done it. suicide is the worst thing i know we've all gone through wanting to finish it all.as it was the only way to get away from our problems. talk if u feel like this to anyone family,close friend,or even a stranger because sometimes thats the best thing to do. sherran will always be missed R.I.P we love u and u were a special person..if only she realized it before all this happened.
what made me cry more was the stories people were telling this is reality my own uncle commited suicide and having being able to say that outloud to people i didnt know i cried
for all that new her better or just the same as me take it slowly day by day talk to anyone u feel comfortable talking to...eventually it will start to go back to place...but now shes an angel in the sky watching over us
besides all that school and life has been going pretty great
happy hanukkah
when i heard about sherran comitting suicide i was sad...really sad it touched me and i wanted to cry but what hurt more was today i realized i actually new her
when they came in my class asking for money i saw a picture and then right there i started crying...we discussed it in class and people opened up. she was such a caring nice girl..someone a stranger could just come to. she was my friend in 6th and 7th grade and her smile would always make me feel better. never would have anyone imagined for her to be like this. what hurts more is just last week she walked by me and i smiled and waved to her. if i could just see her one more time give her a big hug and say thanks for everything
a girl in my class told me how she was talking to her about death last year and her expression would never have guessed she would have done it. suicide is the worst thing i know we've all gone through wanting to finish it all.as it was the only way to get away from our problems. talk if u feel like this to anyone family,close friend,or even a stranger because sometimes thats the best thing to do. sherran will always be missed R.I.P we love u and u were a special person..if only she realized it before all this happened.
what made me cry more was the stories people were telling this is reality my own uncle commited suicide and having being able to say that outloud to people i didnt know i cried
for all that new her better or just the same as me take it slowly day by day talk to anyone u feel comfortable talking to...eventually it will start to go back to place...but now shes an angel in the sky watching over us
besides all that school and life has been going pretty great
happy hanukkah