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i hope your exam went well... i hope you're drunk and happy as hell
and slowly this all slips away from me... a day at a time i waste away...
you know lj saves draft updates? well i usually us an external updater but that little bit there was the last draft saved... im not sure what i was talking about... but that happens quite regularly
im home...
the journey wasnt as painful as i made it out to be... i just get panicky with transport
like when the train pulled into milton keynes and i was struggling to get my suitcase to the door and was worried the train would pull off with me still on it... but a man helped me and i was a little over the top with thanking him 'oh my god that would be aaamaaaazing!'
but im home
and i didnt answer my phone
he called about 7 or so times and i just didnt answer
because i received a text message that stated he was drunk and horny...
i sat and watched the best bits of soccer am with my brother instead
hey babe i wanna take you home, on a night like this you shouldnt sleep alone
i feel pretty lonely today though... so a bit of company would have been nice
my dad has bought my mum tickets to see bruce springsteen 28th may in manchester... and i REALLY want to go... and she has noone else who wants to go with her... but that is two weeks before my degree show... and part of me thinks it'll be alright to take a day and a bit off do go see him... and the other half of me thinks theres just no chance i'll be able to do it...
i dont know what to do... and that makes me really sad... it'd be different if it was glasgow... traveling to and from manchester will take up more time though...
i should sleep... but i feel strange...
just flicked through a couple of old bitestars entires on lj and i suddenly feel like im back at art foundation... and i dont want to go to sleep tonight because i know ive got no reason to wake up in the morning
but i cant allow myself to feel like this... ive got three weeks to perfect my sketch books so i can go back to glasgow and create some amazing final pieces for my first major assessment of the year...
that at least should be enough to scare me into waking up and not feeling useless...
i just would quite like a hug is all...
and slowly this all slips away from me... a day at a time i waste away...
you know lj saves draft updates? well i usually us an external updater but that little bit there was the last draft saved... im not sure what i was talking about... but that happens quite regularly
im home...
the journey wasnt as painful as i made it out to be... i just get panicky with transport
like when the train pulled into milton keynes and i was struggling to get my suitcase to the door and was worried the train would pull off with me still on it... but a man helped me and i was a little over the top with thanking him 'oh my god that would be aaamaaaazing!'
but im home
and i didnt answer my phone
he called about 7 or so times and i just didnt answer
because i received a text message that stated he was drunk and horny...
i sat and watched the best bits of soccer am with my brother instead
hey babe i wanna take you home, on a night like this you shouldnt sleep alone
i feel pretty lonely today though... so a bit of company would have been nice
my dad has bought my mum tickets to see bruce springsteen 28th may in manchester... and i REALLY want to go... and she has noone else who wants to go with her... but that is two weeks before my degree show... and part of me thinks it'll be alright to take a day and a bit off do go see him... and the other half of me thinks theres just no chance i'll be able to do it...
i dont know what to do... and that makes me really sad... it'd be different if it was glasgow... traveling to and from manchester will take up more time though...
i should sleep... but i feel strange...
just flicked through a couple of old bitestars entires on lj and i suddenly feel like im back at art foundation... and i dont want to go to sleep tonight because i know ive got no reason to wake up in the morning
but i cant allow myself to feel like this... ive got three weeks to perfect my sketch books so i can go back to glasgow and create some amazing final pieces for my first major assessment of the year...
that at least should be enough to scare me into waking up and not feeling useless...
i just would quite like a hug is all...