and the year starts off with a..
tear.
everything is going down hill in my life, well not mine, but my families.
my grandmothers got cancer. but not the types you can just get rid of with a small cut and some kemo. they figure that it will keep comming back. =[. but then a gain in a situation like this you have to be strong for that person so that they can make it through all the shit they gotta do so they can attempt to survive. =/
oh then thers my mom who had to restart everything with A.A because she accidently relapsed . that problem got solved and she is doing her steps over, but recently we had to take her to ER becasue of some strange bowl blockage thing. THE HOSPITAL SMELT LIKE WHAT SHE HAD LACK OF. if you catch my drift. so lamee .
im just luck my dad is going through his midlife crissis yet. oy that would be bad . i think my mom is . shes going through a retrograde. shes turned into a 20 year old and is dating 30 year olds. but shes 46 . its okay do go out clubing every ounce in a while but not every weekend. thank god shes caught up in meetings for the next few months. shes got to actually act like an adult. but i guess thats what happens when you get older. you dont . you get younger.