Lil on the updates

[sillyprncsz]

Well nothing really has been going on. Cept for once again me getting blamed for shit I DIDNT DO! Pisses me off. I swear I hate my family. But I'm getting used to it. I decided me and Kev are going to Myrtle Beach for Spring Break! Should be fun! Hmm.. This weekend the movie Cry Wolf is comming out.. I really want my Kev to take me to see it, and he BETTER! lol. I remember WAY back when he promised me that he would always leave the weekends for me and him. Lately though, he keeps trying to make plans with other people on them. Yet, Im supposed to be all happy about it. Psh. Like this week I'm barley going to see him during the week. I HATE IT! Yesterday, I had to watch my neice and nephew. Today I have class and dont get home untill like 10pm, and I heard Thurs Im going out w/one of my friends to eat... AGAIN. lol. I love this going out to eat thing. I went out w/Chelsea and Jess yesterday to Chaps. Holly shit they give u alot of food and it was sooo good. Chelsea Im going up to your work more often lol. We all have to def do that again. I heard Erik and Bobby J are getting back together. Now Im no allowed to talk to him again. Lol I swear that past should just be forgotten. We're FRIENDS! I have a bf who I love more than anything and would never do anything with anyone else but my Kev. Oh ya I didn't go to class on Sat morn because I figured I couldnt get up lol. Well my teacher said if we ever miss class she would email us the notes if we asked her. I've sent her like 3 emails telling her I needed the notes. She keeps sending other emails to people about stupid shit yet I STILL HAVENT gotten the fucking notes. I swear its sooo pissing me off. Im bout ready to just say fuck it and drop the class. I dont get anything she's talking about anyways, so why should I stay in it? I mean I could careless if I wake up early on Sat but I just dont get it. So I think Im going to talk to my parents today about dropping it. Its just too hard. I dont like this whole school thing anymore. It's like I get hw everyday. Just because Im in one of my classes in hs for about 15mins....if. Then college being in classes you don't understand. I cant deal with it. Then I have Kev. He can be a pain in my ass sometimes. Yet I love him and deal with all of it because I know he works alot and very very hard and it gets him cranky, also because he can be the sweetest guy in the world. But he needs to learn to keep his promises. If he wants to make plans with other people on weekends then INCLUDE ME! Or just do it on TUESDAY when I have class. I remember back when I was having nightmares and he was there. He woke me up and told me how he loved me and held me in his arms. (when I got the letter in the mail Kev) and he made me a promise. He told me he promised to NEVER leave me. See I love that boy. Because I have a feeling we will be. I never felt towards anyone like I feel to him. He's my Smallz. Lol. Well I guess I shoul get going and start getting ready for HS. So I'll talk to you all later. Oh ya and Tina thanks for always helping me out with my lil punk. Lol I mean my wounderful BF!! Im glad you 2 are such good friends! When we get married I promise to invite you lol.
Love you Smallz
~Ange