Oct 12, 2004 22:11
Well life has been great but then fucked up. Why make me sad?? Is it really needed??
... Ok im gunna answer a burning question
"Jenny why don't you tell anyone about your life???"
" Haha well I'm happy you asked well, it's because what I do say doesn't stay between the person and me... and u all say I have a big mouth?? Hahah well it's nice to kno you have friends who talk about you expecially when ur not there commenting on how hanging out w. so and so is so bad and then telling ppl about things they did and how u didnt lyk it and not saying positive things about them and then making those ppl u jus told have the same opinion as u , cause u didnt let them kno any other way, or cause ive changed... yea wel ive changed so the fuck what.. I mean how have I changed.. Lets examin the evidence...hmm ok..
Music
Yes definatly changed... but it didn't just change over anything.. how many times have i herd oldies when i was w. sum ppl or how i still hate disco even tho i hear it every day.. or how i still dont lyk country even tho my dad listens to it all the time in the car... Well guess What!! I choose to listen to the music i want!! dont lyk my music?? well then dont listen to it .. solves that
ok now lets see o yes cloths
I use to wear alot of tommy well he made a negative coment about black and hispanics and at the time i had many of friends lyk that and i wasnt gunna wear that so then i started to wear macys stuff. incuding roca wear baby phat(still love baby phat)and then the best store ever opened up.... ABERCROMBIE AND FINCH well ive been wearing alota that since last yr... so that HAS NOT changed
My personallity??
Well I still help out ppl? I curse more cause I dont agree all the time with people any more.. and Im more sensetive.. yes ppl i will cry if u tell me that u dont want to be apart of my life..
Statis??
Yes I have a boyfriend that I love dearly... yes folks LOVE think its a strong word.. well i dont care.. Im not gunna try to justa -fye what I say anymore.. if u dont lyk it im not changing my opinion...
So in my opinion.. if ne one ever cared about it is that I have changed n no not in the last month but in the last week!! With the mean things yes MEAN! i have changed now.. and yano what u have changed me and not for the better but for the worst... Cause now I feel hurt and i have even more walls up and for that u ppl will probally never fnd out things about me... anything
I still love my friends very very much and will die with out them.. n i kno i may even piss off sum of them w/ this entry but its what I feel this is my pure honesty of the way I feel and this is basically the last time anyone will ever get it
Id jus lyk to thankyou Rob.. cause I appricate u being there for me. I mean I was so sad and u jus made me feel so much better. I think I would have had a serious breakdown if u havnt made me feel better in the last few days..
Rob,Chris, Marissa, Dana, and ME- Hanging out with careless fun:-)