Obligatory Live Journal Entry
I have so much shit to do, and I really want to do well.. but I can't motivate myself to do it. I just.. can't do it. I'm always thinking to myself, about myself. Question myself, wondering to myself. Never getting up off my ass and actually doing something. One of the most attractive things to me is passion, and I have none. None for nothing. I think too much, god damn it.
I'm updating my LiveJournal because I decided to check in upon other people's lives, found they were business as usual, and decided to update myself. Then Iain told me to update and I told him to update, so it's a little updating fest now.
Updates? Thinking about Summer work. Either Minnesota or Michigan REU or Lockheed Martin internship. It's really all preliminary, I'm worried I'll be lonely. I'm easily lonely. It's strange. I'm lonely and private.
It's fantastic talking to Iain. There are some people you look back on and think, why did I ever like them? and some people you just remember. Apparently I said something rather prolific about friends the other day to Matt Grinberg and Linda. They were impressed and stared at me and asked how many times I had rehearsed it. Of course, as with most things that come out of my mouth, I had forgotten the exact words and got really confused/embarrassed. But the gist was that you end up with the friends that are best for you. I feel as though my friends have changed a lot since freshman year. It's saddening. When I wanna hang out with someone.. I don't know who to call. Except Linda of course, or Kim or Sol. Maybe it's the bar thing. I hate the bar thing. Which brings me to my next point.
What to do for my 21st birthday celebration. I want my underage friends to party too, but our apartment is small. So.. I'm thinking of postponing it until people are older, but by then the seniors will be gone and more sadness. Dilemma.
http://www.wimp.com/leeroy/ Watch this if you're a dork. It's world of warcraft, apparently. ::shrugs::
I saw John Gerlach on the R3. Linda was like.. wait.. do you know him?
I had a free Gingerbread Latte from Starbuck's on Dec. 1st.
One of the circuits blew last night.. so I had to flip the switch this morning. The heat was also off.
It's 20 degrees out and may snow tonight.
One of my favorite things is to blast oldies and make breakfast.
I have a nervous/stressed habit of ripping my nails off.
I hate people sitting very close to me without good reason.
I like Jeff's new facebook image.
I miss my sister and love my family.
I bought little marshmallows and candy canes to make the best hot chocolate ever.
I'm updating my LiveJournal because I decided to check in upon other people's lives, found they were business as usual, and decided to update myself. Then Iain told me to update and I told him to update, so it's a little updating fest now.
Updates? Thinking about Summer work. Either Minnesota or Michigan REU or Lockheed Martin internship. It's really all preliminary, I'm worried I'll be lonely. I'm easily lonely. It's strange. I'm lonely and private.
It's fantastic talking to Iain. There are some people you look back on and think, why did I ever like them? and some people you just remember. Apparently I said something rather prolific about friends the other day to Matt Grinberg and Linda. They were impressed and stared at me and asked how many times I had rehearsed it. Of course, as with most things that come out of my mouth, I had forgotten the exact words and got really confused/embarrassed. But the gist was that you end up with the friends that are best for you. I feel as though my friends have changed a lot since freshman year. It's saddening. When I wanna hang out with someone.. I don't know who to call. Except Linda of course, or Kim or Sol. Maybe it's the bar thing. I hate the bar thing. Which brings me to my next point.
What to do for my 21st birthday celebration. I want my underage friends to party too, but our apartment is small. So.. I'm thinking of postponing it until people are older, but by then the seniors will be gone and more sadness. Dilemma.
http://www.wimp.com/leeroy/ Watch this if you're a dork. It's world of warcraft, apparently. ::shrugs::
I saw John Gerlach on the R3. Linda was like.. wait.. do you know him?
I had a free Gingerbread Latte from Starbuck's on Dec. 1st.
One of the circuits blew last night.. so I had to flip the switch this morning. The heat was also off.
It's 20 degrees out and may snow tonight.
One of my favorite things is to blast oldies and make breakfast.
I have a nervous/stressed habit of ripping my nails off.
I hate people sitting very close to me without good reason.
I like Jeff's new facebook image.
I miss my sister and love my family.
I bought little marshmallows and candy canes to make the best hot chocolate ever.