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So ive been trying my hardest to stop the drugs and i ahve cut abck alot. . .but to quit cold turkey would seriously be bad for my body. . uncontrolable shakings and not eating and trying to play it off in front of my parents. . . im smooth but not that smooth. . . . anyways i dont wanna get myself wound up in it again. . ive decided to go back to school i wish i could say liberty is where i am gonna be but i really dont see that being the truth. . .theres been a couple other school in my mind i dont wanna say anything till its oficial but itll be a good Godly school and i will carry out the Lords will for my life. . .wether i end up in a prison for 30 years or i end up doing what i want as a free woman i will carry out the Lords plan for my life!!! well i just want to encourgae myself to stand up to the devil and the ring of evil friends i have surrounded myself with and fight to get myself back. . . . i really hope i can do it this time so many times ive failed before!!!!
God i know this will be hard but i need you know more than ever give me the strength to get through this and start over again. Lor dive made some big mistakes in my life and i am willing to take the consiquences for my actions and if it be your will for me to go to jail give me the strength to make it through that to! all i do i do for you and you alone!!!
God i know this will be hard but i need you know more than ever give me the strength to get through this and start over again. Lor dive made some big mistakes in my life and i am willing to take the consiquences for my actions and if it be your will for me to go to jail give me the strength to make it through that to! all i do i do for you and you alone!!!