IM HOMELESS SUPER!!!!
alright so we all know i got kicked out of school well i had a meeting with my dean abot some stuff and something that came up was me being on my old hall she said i was allowed as long as i wasnt there durnig hall meeting and i was off by curfew so tonight me and morghan were watching a movie and i was making walkis christmas presesent(a fleece blanket its tow pieces and you tie the fringe its real cute) and i gave it to her and we went to show amanda and kit an RA was in the hall and then five mintues later she comes in morghans room and was liek can i talk to you and holly the other RA was in the hall adn they were liek you knwo you cant be on the hall adn i told them about the meeting and they siad until there are "officially" notified i cant be there so meand morghan left and i get home and jill comes to tell me pretty much jamie hates the fact im here i need to pay rent or leave as soon as possible. . . i was planning on giving them money anyways but now i feel liek such a burden on them and i fel like im tearing apart the house and the firendship that they have!!! jamie jsut got home and jill and lauren are talking to her about everything. . .not just me. . .but im a big part im sure on why jamies been is such a wierd mood lately i cant stand this i hate being the reason for conflict the best thign would be for me to leave and live non the street now thats not logical i know but i just dont know what else to do in this situation UGH i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate what i have done to the girls at school, i hate what i have done to the relationships in the house, i hate the burden i have been on everyone, i hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going for a walk no saying when the next post will be. . . . . .