flickering out
It feels like I'm becoming two dimensional.
Honestly, all I really want to do is sit around and watch movies or read.
When I talk to God my voice is like static on the radio and His voice is like... silence.
When I imagine "spending time with God" I see myself sitting down to do a Bible study or something like that and I feel so empty and weak limbed.
It's like everything is becoming nothing and there's some Buddhist monk humming words into my ear and thereby erasing them from existence.
It sucks. Like an existential vacuum.
Honestly, all I really want to do is sit around and watch movies or read.
When I talk to God my voice is like static on the radio and His voice is like... silence.
When I imagine "spending time with God" I see myself sitting down to do a Bible study or something like that and I feel so empty and weak limbed.
It's like everything is becoming nothing and there's some Buddhist monk humming words into my ear and thereby erasing them from existence.
It sucks. Like an existential vacuum.