too many things at once
Oh gosh, all I remember for tonight was that I went to the mall with Rachel, met up with Evan. I didn't get anything this time at the mall but I saw a few things that I would like to get for tomorrow. Yeah I got upset today but I'll get over it, hopefully. Anyways, we came back to my house. Michael came over and we all hung out. It was fun. Evan was talking about having the house to himself next weekend so we're all going to go there. Sounds pretty darn cool. Haha. After Rachel and Evan left, Mikol and I went to Steak and Shake. Woo whoo.. I had a milkshake and a grilled cheese sandwich.. Mikol and I drove around and went into one of the bowling alleys. I saw one of my friend Joey there that I wouldnt think that I would see him again. He kind of looked different. Hmmm. After that we went and hung out with some friends of Mikol.. It was cool.
In between that, I call Cynthia and asked her what she was doing. She told me that she was at the movies and that she was going to call me but they got their tickets. I was really hurt because I mean we made plans on Tuesday that we were going to hang out today. She totally forgot about me and I was having a rough day so it didnt make anything better. She apologized but still. I can't make plans with anyone, people always seem to screw them up. I tried calling Jackie again today and she hasnt called me or answered any of my phone calls.
It's kind of funny. A bunch of my friends are already thinking of people I could have a relationship with. I just want a guy friend for now. I don't want to rush into things right away. I would like to have a relationship but who knows. It's kinda weird. Only time will tell. I wonder if I will find someone good. I can't believe im even thinking about this. I don't even know what im talking about.. It's too late I think I should go to sleep.. Mwahh!
In between that, I call Cynthia and asked her what she was doing. She told me that she was at the movies and that she was going to call me but they got their tickets. I was really hurt because I mean we made plans on Tuesday that we were going to hang out today. She totally forgot about me and I was having a rough day so it didnt make anything better. She apologized but still. I can't make plans with anyone, people always seem to screw them up. I tried calling Jackie again today and she hasnt called me or answered any of my phone calls.
It's kind of funny. A bunch of my friends are already thinking of people I could have a relationship with. I just want a guy friend for now. I don't want to rush into things right away. I would like to have a relationship but who knows. It's kinda weird. Only time will tell. I wonder if I will find someone good. I can't believe im even thinking about this. I don't even know what im talking about.. It's too late I think I should go to sleep.. Mwahh!