smile turned upside down..
Yeah I guess its official. We are over. Oh Yeah by the way it would be 16 months today. I can't believe it. He didnt even want to answer any of my call and then he asks why I called so much. Well I did want to get together with him tonight. Of course that he has plans and he tells me that he has things to handle. Yeah right. I asked him if he still wanted to be with me.. and he tells me that he doesn't, not like the way im acting. I was like do you even still "Love" me? And hes like I guess not. Which means that he never did love me in the first place. He has no time for me. I told him I didn't like the way he changed and he was like then whatever. But when he told me somethings that he didnt like, I tried to changed. Of course he wouldn't do the same for me. Go figure! Just another jerk on the list. He told me that he wouldnt push me away and then he tells me I pushed myself away which makes no sense when I try to make plans with him. Gosh Darnit! I am full of emotions today. Only I wanted is someone that would treat me right, I thought Tom would have been great for the part. I guess not.