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Yeah, I know it hurts Yeah, I know you're scared Walkin' down the road that leads To Who-Knows-Where Don't ya hang your head Don't ya give up yet When courage starts To disappear I will be right here When your world Breaks down And the voices tell you, Turn around When your dreams give out I will carry you Carry you When the stars go blind And the darkness starts to Flood your eyes When you're fallin' behind I will carry you Everybody cries Everybody bleeds No one ever Said that life's An easy thing That's the beauty of it When you lose your way Close your eyes 'N' go to sleep And wake up to Another day When your world Breaks down And the voices tell you, Turn around When your dreams give out I will carry you Carry you When the stars go blind And the darkness starts to Flood your eyes When you're fallin' behind I will carry you You should know now That you're not alone Take my heart and we will find You will find Your way home When your dreams give out I will carry you Carry you When the stars Go blind And the darkness starts to Flood your eyes When you've fallen Behind I will carry you Carry you I will carry you Carry you I will carry you Carry you I will carry you
It's been a rough couple of days.
Just once I would love to have a conversation with my parents that didn't involve "Shut up" "Leave me the fuck alone" or "get out". I would LOVE to have a normal family...to not scream at each other...to not feel like everything that goes wrong is my fault...
I just want to be normal. To FIT IN.
School's almost over and I don't know what to think. There are people that I could stand not seeing everyday, but they're outnumbered by the people that I don't know what I'll do without.
I've screwed so many things up lately and it's SO hard to deal with.