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Bad day doesn't really begin to cover it.
I've never felt so
-stupid
-ugly
-unwanted
-rejected
-left out
-and ****inferior****
in..probly....well, ever.
I'm trying so. fucking. hard. and for them it comes so. easily.
I just wanna know what I'm doing wrong.
This. Hurts. Like. Hell.
I know I shouldn't let it/him affect me so much...but what can you do?
*and to top it all off..............
I feel like I can't talk to anyone.
Yeah, I know I have friends....but sometimes a person just wants to feel.....I dunno...wanted...?
It's a pretty big slap in the face when your friends have things they "can't tell you"...especially when it concerns you...
I dunno. It feels like no one knows what it's like.......
Maybe it's better that way.