why do I feel like I have to compete?
We have been best friends for over 10 years and we have always been un sepreable. We used to tell people we were cousins and we would have lil sleep overs with eachother, play dress up, write in our diaries in our lil fort made on the bed, did ballet and jazz together, got called the bopsie twins, we did everything together... no one was interferin with us. After my mom passed away, I had to move in with my dad and after that.. we started to drift a bit. NO doubt we were still best friends.. its just we only got to see eachother every other weekend. A weekend really don't make up for the past 2 weeks that went by. Time has gone on and I have a best guy friend now. But SHE is still my best friend over every one. Now, she has been hanging out with this one girl all the time, and everthing is about this girl now. I mean she even has a myspcae dedicated for both of them. Whenever I want to talk to her, she is usually always at the girls house and she don't really talk to me, and when she does.. she don't act like herself. She told me that nothing would ever change us being best friends, but it don't sound so convincing when you see this in her profile "im over at my best friends house.... BRIANNA! i love this kid! hehe.... i love her penis more tho. lol". I mean yeah.. I used to have Kayla who I would hang out with and I considerd her my best friend in Bothell... but I wouldn't be like "oh yeah MY BEST FRIEND KAYLA!....." It really gets to me and she knows it.. I have told her countless times. Every single one of my friends knows about her and I bet the only ones of her friends that knows that we are best friends are the ones I used to know and the ones I know now. Why does she gotta show it off like that? Does she like givin pain my way? I don't know what to do now.. you have any ideas? If so.. let me know.. I am really gettin down on this