Hold still...

Aug 21, 2005 12:23

When no one is looking, I'm crying. I'm cry for the friends I've lost,the love I've lost, The family that I can't even call family.
When no one is looking, I'm smileing. I'm smileing for the friends that I have, the love that I have, The family that I can call family.
When everyone is looking, I'm not there. I'm invisible, I'm alone. I'm in my own oblivion, my own world where nothing matters anymore.
When your there, you're not really there. You're not listening to what I'm saying.
When we are in a crowed room, all I see is you, you through all those other people. You through the lights.
The lights are way to brite for you to see me, to see how I've changed, to see who I am.
When you say those words, I'm falling. Falling into a void where I'm happy, where nothing matters because I have you.
I'm not the same and everyone can see it but you. I'm hurt, I'm on the floor, I'm crying, you're laughing.
Why won't anyone come to my rescue? And I just that bad? Why can't you help me? Have I fallen to far?
When no one is looking I'm crawling. Crawling for my-self, to get me back on top.
You say all those things to me, how can you mean them?
Where did we go wrong? When did it start? make it stop, this is getting to much for me, i love you, You know that.. What are we to do?
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