When everyone tells you to follow your heart... what else is there to do?
What if following your heart gets you hurt even worse? I know I am making the right decison, it feels right, the only way.... And dond't get me wrong I am not second guessing my-self... But deeo down I am soo scared, scared of getting hurt, scared of being the one they're all laughing about because I'm just a joke...All I have been doing is thinking... and it seems that the more I think, the harder this is.. I got my sign last night, the sign that I'll always trust.. but what if I took it the wrong way, what if I took it the bad way, the way in whcih I will get hurt? Well I guess I will find out, the only way, the hard way... But I think I'm happy about this, I think I'm doing the right thing... I hate liars, lets see if he fully understands that... Lets see if he isn't lieing.... I believe hi9m, I trust him... I miss him...