May 19, 2007 08:54
I think I am going to start back up with my livejournal. I dont even remember how to write on a regular basis, or what to write - but I think it could be good for me. I apologize in advance if everything I say is insignificant or boring, but I love looking back on old entries and Id be so sad to look back in however many years and find that I dont have that for this time in my life too.
Lifes sorta crazy right now. After all my sickness, Im not really supposed to be doing anything at all, but Churchill tryouts were this past week and after our meeting yesterday I am more excited than ever to be on that team and to see where this year goes. Also, Im back at Livonia for the summer at least, but probably throughout the year - just not as much as I would like to be because of my schedule. It feels good to be back to it all, even though last week I dont think I would have pictured myself saying that today. I really wasnt sure if I wanted to go back, but the truth of it is - I only have one year left to do this, and it is something that I love, so why stop? Plus, it looks like this season for Churchill could be awesome, and things could turn around big time. I know the beginning of the year always feels that way, but I really mean it. Being in a circle with those girls I just had this feeling. I know some bad days will come, but we'll deal with them - together, as a team - and I think we will go much further than any of us ever realized we could. And with Livonia, well of course those girls have talent that is outstanding, and I already cannot wait to watch them improve before my eyes. This is the point in the year where you critique them and see massive improvement beetween practices, so as a coach it is very exciting. Summary of this whole paragraph: Im back to pom, and very excited about it.
There is so much more going on with life too, but I dont even feel like delving into that right now. With school, work, and just my personal life in which the problems seem to be neverending, Im just trying to get by each day for now. Im sure there will be a million and twelve entries in the future about that, so for now I'll just be glad that I am feeling positive about something.
Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.