Sep 10, 2006 00:03
I've been thinking about Gavin a lot lately. I REALLY miss him and Fraser. I keep worrying about how he's doing in his new room. I bet he's doing fantastic though. He really grew this summer. I miss all my kids. Maybe child psych or developmental psych is where I need to be heading, specialize in autism or something. Autism is something that doesn't get the attention that it deserves. I definitely think that I could make a living out of working with kids with autism. So yeah, we shall see.
The Sense of Vocation retreat is next weekend. We leave at 4:30 on Friday afternoon and return around noon on Saturday. It's at Sugar Creek Bible Camp in Wisconsin. I'm really excited to be back at a Bible camp and see what a camp other than GLBC looks like. I think it'll be a good weekend. And maybe help me really figure out if autism/developmental is where I should be headed. It'll be nice to have some quiet reflection time alone in nature too. I need that. Badly.
I feel very confused lately. Very anxious. Very unsure. Very scared. Very...lost.