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I think that the point that I start to have trouble with people is the point when I feel I must explain and/or justify myself. Not even in a bad way. Just, when someone doesn't understand an aspect of me, I start to not want to be around them.
He is too rough. He scares me. I feel like he's going to hurt me, not emotionally, but physically. That's also a good sign that I need to get away from him.
I love work. I have met beautiful and strong and passionate women, and I don't really have role models like these in my life, so it's spectacular.
Camp began today. I was not there. I'm not sad, only confused. For a person that is so pro-pertual change, I am awfully adverse to this change in summer plans. What does one do around here? I've been happy, but I feel like I'm wasting my life. I really really feel that way about this summer.
This is just a reminder to myself:
get posters, get tiedye, read, drugs, adventure, clean, take everything off computer.
He is too rough. He scares me. I feel like he's going to hurt me, not emotionally, but physically. That's also a good sign that I need to get away from him.
I love work. I have met beautiful and strong and passionate women, and I don't really have role models like these in my life, so it's spectacular.
Camp began today. I was not there. I'm not sad, only confused. For a person that is so pro-pertual change, I am awfully adverse to this change in summer plans. What does one do around here? I've been happy, but I feel like I'm wasting my life. I really really feel that way about this summer.
This is just a reminder to myself:
get posters, get tiedye, read, drugs, adventure, clean, take everything off computer.