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Today is a day that is filled with things that I don't want to do.....thus it is stressing me out and making me want to vomit a little. Can we just mention that things only got to this point because I procrastinate like no other and let them get this way....so if I vomit I have no one to blame it on but myself.
However, on a more positive note, once I accomplish my tasks for the day I will be free of worry for my weekend of fun at Trinity then at home. Who need to do work on the weekends? (Actually with my 10 page paper coming due I probably do more than most).
I want to do some sort of volunteer project in another country. Spanish speaking would be my preference since I have a small amount of Spanish in my bag of tricks, but I also kind of want to go be an HIV/AIDs educator in Africa. I really don't want to learn swahili though. Amanda thinks that I want to volunteer in order to delay making real decisions about my life. I would like to think that it's because I want to be a good person........
......but she might be partially correct.
I will be motivated....as always I strive for positive self-improvement.
Now, five miles of running.....away from my problems but not for long.